So today I discovered some things I already discovered one of the things that broke me down badly I won't describe this
I realized I could spend Bound Balens on a costume this killed nearly 95% of me due to my carelessness but then again i had not noticed this AT
ALL no one told me till i found out in guild chat the first that came out of my mouth was are u kidding me? after all those free balens I
accumulated when they understood me at this I broke down I realized to myself and said dang after all this I could've used em balens for a
costume instead I used my unbound balens so it was my fault I never asked of course my guild mates understood I just went through a living
train wreck this entire time getting the costume and I had no strength to argue I was just too depressed to bother talking I just wanted to get
chained up and never talk for a billion light yrs in a cube like cellar luckily my friends understood this and was trying to get me to come out of it
(lol yah its hard for me to open up or I just clam up) of course this little thing I missed out on rlly hit a number on me because after all the serversI've been in accumulating unbound balens in the server I left my previous one again due to the bullying **** and having a cross server champion destroy my friend in amethyst mine multiple times everyday and seeing her sad face and had no choice but to leave because of it yah........lol the server became corrupt at some point previously before after the merge this champion also caused me to leave the server due to her grudge
against me so I chose to leave when I lost my friend I was enraged on a 95% scale lets add to the fact that this cross server champion bullied me and continuously tried to make me angry and its hard to do that but she managed she likes to poke u till ur driven out of control (yah she's
relentless and merciless) and I never wanted that. I merely wanted to be happy playing wartunes with my friends but me losing my last friend
who was like a sister to me and defending me was something I could no longer take and raged about it ended up in tears especially when I tried
so hard to bring her back. Sorry I was a bit off topic T.T and yah I managed to calm down about the bound balens and stay happy and content thething that scares me now is how many other things now cost bound Balens like sylph skill scrolls now that I know costumes can easily be attained by bound balens but I get the feeling theres a lot more to this now T.T
I realized I could spend Bound Balens on a costume this killed nearly 95% of me due to my carelessness but then again i had not noticed this AT
ALL no one told me till i found out in guild chat the first that came out of my mouth was are u kidding me? after all those free balens I
accumulated when they understood me at this I broke down I realized to myself and said dang after all this I could've used em balens for a
costume instead I used my unbound balens so it was my fault I never asked of course my guild mates understood I just went through a living
train wreck this entire time getting the costume and I had no strength to argue I was just too depressed to bother talking I just wanted to get
chained up and never talk for a billion light yrs in a cube like cellar luckily my friends understood this and was trying to get me to come out of it
(lol yah its hard for me to open up or I just clam up) of course this little thing I missed out on rlly hit a number on me because after all the serversI've been in accumulating unbound balens in the server I left my previous one again due to the bullying **** and having a cross server champion destroy my friend in amethyst mine multiple times everyday and seeing her sad face and had no choice but to leave because of it yah........lol the server became corrupt at some point previously before after the merge this champion also caused me to leave the server due to her grudge
against me so I chose to leave when I lost my friend I was enraged on a 95% scale lets add to the fact that this cross server champion bullied me and continuously tried to make me angry and its hard to do that but she managed she likes to poke u till ur driven out of control (yah she's
relentless and merciless) and I never wanted that. I merely wanted to be happy playing wartunes with my friends but me losing my last friend
who was like a sister to me and defending me was something I could no longer take and raged about it ended up in tears especially when I tried
so hard to bring her back. Sorry I was a bit off topic T.T and yah I managed to calm down about the bound balens and stay happy and content thething that scares me now is how many other things now cost bound Balens like sylph skill scrolls now that I know costumes can easily be attained by bound balens but I get the feeling theres a lot more to this now T.T
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